a stuffed doll with dreadlocks and a blue bow Alt: ( ID: Ragatha, from "The Amazing Digital Circus" crying, as she talks to Kinger. )

It honestly sounds like Ragatha might have #bpd

But that's just my take on it. I totally don't...see myself in her.

#theamazingdigitalcircus #tdac #ragatha

I think so far, my favourites are Kinger and Caine.

#theamazingdigitalcircus

Ah, there's nothing like spending an afternoon crying over the death of my Dad and my Dog - because I still have not properly processed their absence and how it's affecting me.

I've cried so much I have permanent dark circles under my eyes.

Worst makeup ever.

#grief #death #loss #fuckcancer

Aww they're cute!

It was.

Can't get back to sleep because of it.

"You're too angry!"

Have you seen the dementia addled moron that shits himself living in the white house?

I think there's a reason I'm mad. He's causing problems for everyone and there are still people kissing his shit covered shoes.

#currentevents

I wish a bitch would disobey a direct order.

Stop listening to that pathetic excuse of an orange moron.

#currentevents

For the record, you should be against a whole civilization dying.

#currentevents

Upon waking up, I was drenched in sweat and my head burning. I don't know what this could mean. Can someone help me decipher this?

Lives were lost and the spiritual plain was split open.

In the background a song played, angels were mournfully singing.

I recognized the song. It was "Untitled #9 Smaskifa 1 - By Sigur Rios

Suddenly, there was a shift in the dream. No one recognized that I was a witness. No, it was as though a change happened. That the demons lost power and those that benefited from them were breaking.

The buildings began to crash down from the sky, while the demons were engulfed in flames.

People walked beneath them, looking haggard and broken. Raggedy clothes. But the figures in the buildings were adorned with jewels and were eating flesh. Infants. It was horrifying to witness.

But all of the buildings look similar to the US government buildings. Some in Russia, some from other countries as well. But slightly altered, wrong. If you will.

The dream begins with a bunch of buildings raised high ( floating ) in the sky. Above them are demons, literal demons that soar above the buildings. Settled there, protectively? I think? I'm unsure.

And the next day Covid was announced.

Now, this next dream I'm about to talk about has chilled me to the bone.

Another example, on the night before they announced Covid-19, I had a horrible dream about a long woman with dark hair, cloaked in black robes. She stood in the middle of a field, surrounded by bloody bodies. She pointed a sword at me, with one eye peering out from the robes.

- "Not to be afraid, and that he wanted me to write something down for him." When I woke up, he had suffered a heart attack and passed away.

Similar situations like that have happened to me throughout my childhood. I don't really know how else to explain it.

Okay, so I need to start off that I suffer from extreme migraines due to a TBI ( Traumatic Brain Injury ) that happened to me when I was a toddler. So, sometimes I have some really weird dreams - i.e I dreamt about my Uncle Gary coming to say "Goodbye" to me and telling me -

I had a really, really disturbing dream and I wanna talk about it.

THIS IS NOT A CREATIVE WRITING PROJECT

( In the gif below, they kinda looked like that. )

#witchsky #witch #pagan #precognitivedreams #precognition #dreams #withcommunity #pagancommunity #traumaticbraininjury #tbi

a woman in a corset is dancing in the rain with two men in black Alt: ( ID: Tom Holland, dancing in full drag to the song "Umbrella" by Rihanna. )

And, Tom Holland understood the assignment.

Take notes, men.

( ID: Tumblr user eddies-ashtray: luv how male animals gotta fucking dance around and cry and shit for female attention and sex. and then men irl complain about fat women and body hair like get on ur fucking knees and beg me actually Tumblr user eddies-ashtray: like these tarantulas dude?? the male has to tap out a rhythm she likes and if she doesn’t?? she’ll literally eat him. Tumblr user caustic-light: Alpha males: "This is nature. You don't see animals acting like queers don't you?" 90% of nature documentaries: "Until now the female has been very impressed by the males drag performance of Orwell's Homage To Catalonia, soundtracked exclusively by Maria Carey songs. A demanding performance like that knows to impress. But... Oh No... One note in the final tune was one cent flat. It doesn't look good for the male now. She is ordering an orbital laser strike to burn his beautifully groomed plumage from space. It will take all year to regrow, effectively ending this one's mating season early. Better luck next time, little guy. Women are a tough audience." )

Also, every single species that we have found that engages in sexual reproduction also engages in same-sex activity. All of them.

Humans are the only ones that have a hang up when it comes to non hetero behavior.

#queer #lgbtqia #animalbehavior

( ID: Tumblr user voyagers-stone: btw if youre young and scared of doing adult things without your parents ive learned that like 90% of the time you can just tell the doctors office or the dmv "haha sorry ive never done this without help before... can you show me how to do this?" the employee will not care. if that means anything to you Tumblr user liopleurodean: literally walked up to a desk in the courthouse, said "is this where I register a car or is it the next one?" and she said it was the next one. and the lady at the next desk helped me. it feels embarrassing but I promise you can just ask Tumblr user aspiringwarriorlibrarian: One of the most important lessons I learned in customer service is that no matter how much help you need, as long as you're nice about it, you won't even crack the top five of worst customers they've had to deal with that day. I will walk an old lady through every step on that pin pad with a smile as long as she's polite, because two calls ago I had to deal with someone screaming about politics for 45 fucking minutes because I wasn't allowed to hang up on him. Everyone has their first time doing something, everyone makes mistakes, everyone has dumb moments, and as long as you're choosing kindness I'll just laugh it off and help out. Because no matter how dumb you think you are, there was already someone who was just as dumb but was determined to ruin my day over it. )

Am I an adult? Yes. Will I run scared to the next adult for help because I'm actually a child with anxiety? Also yes.

#ADHD #lifeexperience #stilllearning

( ID: Tumblr user qhronophobia: adhd gothic you want to watch a movie. you put it on. two hours have passed. you haven’t watched the movie. there are five new tasks in front of you. you want to watch a different movie. there is an object in your hand. it is extremely important you don’t lose it. you look down. there is nothing in your hand. you don’t know your friend’s name. you’ve been friends for months. they just told you their name. you do not know their name. your friend doesn’t laugh at your joke. why didn’t they laugh? do they hate you? they assure you otherwise. you know they are lying. did they ever like you? someone asks you what you just said. did you say something? you said so many things. you said nothing. you said everything. there is something you’re forgetting. you check. you check again. there is nothing you’re forgetting. there is something you’re forgetting. you had something to say. you can’t remember. it was important. wasn’t it? you can’t remember. there is a task that needs to be done. it should take ten minutes. you check the clock. it’s been five minutes. you check the clock. it’s been two days. )

Utterly relatable..

#ADHDsky #ADHD #tumblr

( ID: Tumblr user mortalityplays: there is no single argument against including trans women in sports that doesn't boil down to "women aren't supposed to be good at this" and it's fucking insane to me that every woman in the world isn't up in arms about the way this issue has laid institutional misogyny bare to the bone Tumblr user mortalityplays: then again it has also revealed how many misogynistic cis women believe in their own exceptionalism to the point they feel they benefit from "women aren't supposed to be good at this" and will use every tool in the white imperial torture kit to ensure the acceptable categories of 'woman' and 'good' remain shallow and narrow enough for them to force themselves into a position of supremacy. )

Every time a cis woman goes up against a trans woman in sports, she plays the victim just to get a point higher.

#TransRightsAreHumanRights #LGBTQIA #WomensRights

I feel like such a temporary person in everyone's life.

Ha ha!

I think my fucked up sleep cycle has been fixed!

#insomnia #sleepdisorder

Snitches get no kitkatches.

a woman in a plaid shirt is sitting at a table with a cup of coffee and saying wow Alt: ( ID: "Rachel" from "Friends" sits at a table in her kitchen, looking utterly distressed. She says: "Wow, I could so easily freak out right now.." )

My Dad's however was thick, wavy and dark.

I got some weird combination that I've been struggling to understand.

I'm aware I need to figure out if I have low or high porosity, homework has been done.

There's also the matter of learning my hair type.

I blame both my parents. My Mother hair type looked similar to Merida from "Brave", which is why she straightened it to an inch of it's life.

It was a really unhealthy way to cope.

So now, I am working on trying to figure out my hair type and find the best products for it. Which has been hit or miss..

My hair is both thick, wavy and DENSE.

It's broken brushes.

Also frizzes out if you brush it.