A few more of these and a bonus relatable image. I have a lot to do still before Friday. Trying to get things done in time, but also making sure to take my time. Not everything has to come with me at first, so im taking mental breaks as I go. All in due time.
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Adding some more. I got so upset after saying goodbye to people that I ended up getting sick. This is all very difficult emotionally.
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#music #ButtholeSurfers
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Going to add more here instead of a separate post. Idk. Not well right now. Trying to organize and pack. The brain worms are pretty bad. Its hard to do the things I need to. I will, like I've done a thousand times before, but it currently just feels like a mountainous task.
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Today has been a lot. Not sure how I feel, but my friend says the best term is "overwhelmed". I have applied for an apartment and should be leaving by the end of next week. My emotions have been a bit all over the place. Im posting more of these, as I truly find comfort in them.
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#music #TheFatRat #RIELL
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The silence is so painful. I hope i can start to heal some day. I hope i can move on and forget him. If he truly doesn't want me in his life I need to accept this. Its just painful. His small interactions with me and still using the playmat I made him has made this so difficult. Gives me false hope.
I still find it hard to move on. I think its due to the circumstance among other things. Im tired of holding onto hope for music man. I guess with the shop being closed, I really won't see him again. Maybe its for the best. If he really cared, he could have reached out online at any point.
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This is scary and awesome at the same time. We came to an agreement, and I accepted the position. I have to find an apartment that allowes a bird. I dont have to start Monday, but I definitely have to get the ball rolling. It feels good to be remembered and respected. (Not an April fools joke) lol